feelings

ok. so there have been a few guys that i have liked but i dont think i would ever do anything with them. im done with guys for right now. and just hang out with my friends. im sick of all the crap. im gonna pick one and any of the guys im friends with i dont think any of them are him. so im thinking im not gonna think of being more then jsut friends with them. im not inlove with any one. and thats final. i might like someone but im not gonna try to get anytihng with them. dennis is a friend and zack is a friend. there is nothing more then that. well this is how im feeling right bout now. well this is all im gonna write for now.

monday.

well today started out pretty good. i wokr up showered then went to class and when i walked out the door i forgot my keys in my room. i was so angry. so i skipped my ceramics class and went to the reynolds center and ate with my roomie so i could get my keys. then after that i went back to my room and colored a pic of mater and hung it on my roommates wall. so she had something. her walls are very plain. but its ok. i added something to it. well after that i went outside and i sat on a swing and listened to my mp3 player and played a game on my phone. i kept loosing. i could not get it rifht i was getting frusterated. and while i was sittin there people were scaring me. one person hit the swing and then my roommate hit my back and scared the crap out of me. well a few minutes after that josh lovings (one of my friends) texted me and asked me if i wasnted to go for a ride. so i did, well we drove around almost all greensboro. he showed me alot. we talked about alot of stuff. it was wonderful. im glad we are friends, he is one of the sweetest guys i ever met. im so glad that i got his phone number and texted him. if britt (my best friend) would not have made me text him, i would have never hung out with him tonight. im so glad i did. there is onlly one problem and that is i kinda like him but i dont think we would ever be more then jsut friends. i think he knows that i do but i dont care. its ok. well after i hung out with him i went back to my room and my roommate was laying on her bed and she said ugh im so hungry. so i said why dont you go get some food. and she said no its ok. i said well ill go with you. so we went over there and got some food. and jsut talked. well after we ate we went watched a basketball game. it was deff weird becasue it was intermeral game. it was a whole bunch of students from the school playing. but not bascketball players. they were playing for fun. it was pretty cool. they are so intense its funny. well the game got over so we cam back to the room and just chilled. and that is now. haha. well i think im gonna get off here maybe get some sleep early tonight i hope. well talk to you soon... byebye

love always crystal lyn

sat and sun...

well first sat britt and i went over to amma and afi's house. we had a blast. well the day went a little like this. first thing i did was went and woke my best friend up. (brittany mooney), after i woke her we went and ate in the cafeteria. ewww nasty food. well after that we went to our rooms until 3;30 i went over to britts room. we hung out till about 4. thats when afi picked us up and took us over to their house for dinner. when we got there britt and i talked to amma for like 10 mins. then afi took us for a walk into the woods down by the lake. it was so pretty. i wish i could go there everyday. im so glad i got to see this place. well we walked back to the house and had a little fun with afi. we played this game. it was called skiddles. it is the best game ever. we loved it. well a few hours after that we ate dinner. it was awesome. we had steak, baked potato, corn and peas, roll, and salad. then after diner we hung out with amma and afi's grandkids. their names are kate, ryan, and holt. we player rock bank and just hung out down stairs. we were having tons of fun. im so glad we got to spend the day with this wonderful family. amma and afi are grandparents to us. they are my mom and dads best friends parents. im so glad he introduced us to them. these people are the most sweetest people i have ever met. well after we left amma and afi's, britt and i went into my room and we changed it around. oh my goodness that was a hasle. well we got everything moved to wehere we wanted it and we were just sittin on the floor decorating a blanket of mine that i had hung up in my room. well after we got that doone we sat here watching tv. well i happen to get insid me closet and seen this thing. i dont know wat its called. well my boss bought it for me becasue its something i have always wanted. well britt and i decided we were goin to hang it. so we did. that was a hassle. while we were trying to hang it britt had to get on my shoulders to hang it in the middle of room. so she was up there and i was standing there laughin. i could stop becasue her legs were squezing my head and it was so funny. she was so scared i was gonna drop her. but i would never let that happen. we didnt get done doin my room until about 4 in the morning. but we were having a blast while doin it. im so glad she was here to do it with me becasue i think if she wasnt we woldnt have had this much fun. well here is my sat went. it was the best.

well sunday was a pretty good day. i woke up to some girls screaming in the hall, and after i woke up i went and woke brittany up by banging on her door. well after that i came back to my room showered and got dressed and everything. then i messaged britt and told her she could come ever. well i cut up some oranges and a bannana and made chilli and crackers for lunch. it was awesome. i think it was of the best lunched we have had. haha. we sat here and ate and watched legaly blonde 2. it was alright. well after lunch she left and went to work on her paper. and then a few hours later one of my friends wanted me to sit in the caf with her. so i went. then i bought britt a candy bar so i had a reason to see her. i was so missing her by then haha. well after i gave that to her we went to odel (music building) and we hung out with one her friends till he had to go to class. then we went back to her room and hung out and prdered pizza. and made mac n cheese. then we went down stairs and ate it. it was so good. haha. but after that we parted and went on our own. well i came back to my room and typed up a paper that is due at 12. so i typed it and got it done. well after that i talked to my ex- best friend (zack buxton) on the phone. we talked for like 10 mins. and now im watching the pacifier. it is a great movie. well im gonna get off of this thing. tired f typing haha. be back soon. tomorrow is monday and its gonna be a great day. i have my fav class. tell you about it tomorrow.

love always crystal k

my day

well first lets start with i woke and went to my english class one of my favorite. then i went to lunch and i sat with my brittany (my best friend) and i ate with her. well after lunch i went back to my room and i sat ther on the computer watchig my roomie clean. she was doin a pretty good job. haha. well as i was watching her i was talking to brittany. well during all this my ex's girl friend and i were messaging me. welll she was telling how she thinks him and i have something goin on well we dont. he is my best friend and thats all. i kept telling her that and she would not listen. well brittany and i went to the caf for dinner and out of now where i got a phone call. well it was a number i didnt know. and i had a weird vib about answering it. well i did and it was him. he decided to tell a bunch of stuff that his gf was telling him that i had said to her. i didnt like it to well because it was not true. so i told himto call me in like 30 mins. so he did and we got into a fight and i started crying. he is one person i dont want to loose. my feelings were just hurt becasue he would not believe me and i was not lieing to him. well after we got off the phone i took a shower while crying. then i messaged my best friend and asked her if i could go to her room i needed a HUG and she was the only person who i loved hugs from. so i went over there. well a few hours later we were watching movies. the first was mammia. it was a wonderful movie. i totaly loved it. the second one was john tucker must die. i totaly love that movie. and we talked about alot of stuff. now im in my room watching rip girls. it ok.. but my day went from good to bad to the BEST NIGHT in a long time. becasue one person can make that effect on you. and it was my best friend. im glad she is here for me.
tomorrow is another story. gonna be one of the best days. so excited. ill tell you more tomorrow.